I posted in the newcomers but needed advice

[P17]

I know you're venting but you don't appear to be doing anything that we've said for you to be doing. You need to ignore 100% of what what he says and 50% of what he does. You're not doing that.

If you come across to him like you are coming across here you are doing yourself no favours.

You need to STOP letting your emotions control you.

The first thing you need to decide is what you want to do - fight for your M or get a D. I waver between the two but I let myself do that so I can understand it. However I am standing for my M until the situation changes.

What do you want to do?