It's tough, ya know I think we all have our good days and bad. Think it's natural. Some days I feel good and then I'll hear a song or think of something or my son will ask questions that break my heart and then my mind sits and stirs.
Well I'm glad you were able to get that information ...if only for peace of mind. So you're H left and you're in the house?
You can always email me: nikblondiew@yahoo.com at ANYTIME if you need someone to vent to or write to. I'm here. Chances are I know what you're feeling.