Yes! I am so happy to see you post this. Baby steps at time's is what it can take. Or how's about we call them Bunny steps!
I know you're probably feeling alone, and your self esteem has been battered for years. It's going to feel unnatural to start doing things for yourself, fear or rejection, will people want to even be around me, etc, etc. All understandable and completely natural right now.
As you push through them and the thoughts that may hold you back right now, and take these new steps, you are going to find some great people, friendships, and strong healthy relationships, and you will look back at these bunny steps with great pride.
I am constantly amazed by the people I meet and interact with, new friends, including people on this board, such as yourself, and know you will find the same.
People who see you as the great person you are, and accept you just as you are are going to bring you strength to take the next bunny step on your journey.
You have a great future in front of you!
((((((((Bunnny))))))))))
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
