May I suggest you post your letter here beforehand?

Puppy's letter was sent in 2007. Some of the phraseology is a bit on the weak/needy/excuse making. I'm sure he'd rephrase some of it today.

And you're nervously awaiting her reaction? Are you kidding me? Heck, CC you should be eagerly anticipating the fireworks because you're going to be FREE...

Change your mindset.