You HAVE come a long way! I am sure you are right that it was a test and you passed with flying colors!
I love the way you compare yourself with OW and see yourself as such a treasure... just as you are! I have learned to do that too to overcome those moments when your self-esteem feels so trashed from the A... You are amazing!
If he didn't leave wondering WTH he is doing with that lost soul when he has such a treasure in his wife, he is still on the crazy train, that's for sure!
Keep staying strong... you continue to be an inspiration!
Oh, and btw... I DID see the moon last night, it was beautiful!
