So I just got the decree via email and printed it out.
What took 18 years to build, will take 14 pages to undo.
Like it never even happened at all...
"The marriage previously existing between the Petitioner and Respondent be and the same is hereby dissolbed, the marriage is terminated, adn the parties are returned to all rights of single persons."
I know, I know, my Superfox training has taught me that I don't want to waste the pretty on somebody who evaluated his life with me and decided, "Nah, I'll pass on honoring that commitment". I want to be fully and unashamedly LOVED and to feel free to fully and deeply love in return.
Just hurts like a sonofabitch to know that person won't be my husband. Or should I say, ex-husband.
Will come back later with my goals for the New Year. Have already been working on them....
Thanks for the love and support. I have gotten more from you guys than I ever imagined logging on here 2 years ago...
