here we go again

[Jstar]

when i checked out the piecing posts, they kept talking about how the resentment can come back and the anger if you start talking. oh boy has it.

found out credit card company will do nothing from him stealing and using my card, said it's a domestic problem. so all the charges go back on my card and i have to pay it.

found out he pays some of his mothers bills for staying at her house, even if he 's not there all the time. he's given me some money but he's like well if i have to get my own place i won't be giving you that much money.

he consulted an attorney, claims left and right he does nto want a divorce wants his wife and kids, but imop he's doing nothing to make sitch better.

great one time given me money, seen d2 twice, but can't seem to give me a work schedule or visitation guide.

oh no jstar i get paid under the table with this other job. so taht will be great for court. but he does give money in form of money order which he thinks it helps him to keep records of but imop it can come back to backfire on him. how is he going to explain where he got the money from in court? excuse me your honor, i work this job but they pay me in cash. judge, really? that's a violation of some law....

i just see a lifetime of him not coming thru for his kids, them feeling less then what they should never a priority to him, him having to be at his friends, family whoever's beck and call and push them to the side.

i can't say that i miss his companionship because he never really was any, jstar i don't talk when i eat dinner, i know i talk to my friends 10 times a day and you none, i just can't talk to you jstar.

i know i'm venting rate now.