Folks,

I wish all that have contributed a great sincere thanks for all of your excellent comments, advice and most importantly the support that I have felt while here.

This is not an easy task, and regarding all of the well received great "way to go, DD" comments, when reading these post, it sure makes it sounds so easy to do but nothing could be further from the truth. I am gaining strength to do what I feel is right for me and my kids.

I think I've reached my "this is all I can take" moment, my line in the sand, Anyone that knows me personally knows this is just not like me. I never would have thought this would be the time or place but it just happened, it did.. "Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition"

I feel like I've just gone all in, and there is no turning back. I'm going to my condo now and pack up some more belongings to take back home, we'll see what happens when I get home.

This morning W was up first and I went to the kitchen for coffee and she was civil but she had a "doing a slow burn look" to her, I can always tell when something is amiss by a certain facial gesture she makes... she had it going on the entire time I was there. I drank my coffee and told W " I hope you have a good day, Goodbye" and I left....

For all the seasoned vets on here, coach, Greek sandi, PDT, Robx, Soleil, and many of the others. I would not be where I am right now if you all had not supplied input, I had not read/listened to it and finally able to summon the courage to implement it.. how this turns out, we'll see. I know I am better today because of all you interest and concern.

Would it be selfish of me to say please do not stop the advice giving? Keep sharing input, It has been my life line and if others my get benefit from my experiences here, man, a gift that keeps on giving.

DD


DD

H50
W44
M17 yrs
S15
D11
D10
Bomb 4/09
Trial separation/moved out 9/09
Moved back in 12/29/09