Can you pinpoint why you are feeling the way you do right now? It's usually some fear that is based on an unreasonable belief.
Yes, I think it came down to the fact that yesterday I felt so completely alone. That and the fact that H took the kids for the week to celebrate Christmas with his family (and what used to be mine). They celebrated without me. Before they left S6 asked me why I wasn't going with them. I so badly wanted to explain that I wasn't going because daddy didn't want me to.
I am feeling a little better today, but not much.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
