Okay.. So last night was a rough night...I hardly slept.. Thoughts of ways I could try to break up the A kept spinning through my head. But I'm not sure if I should only because then it would make her "the one that got away" wouldn't it? It would also mean he would probably just find another since he's in Replay right now (I think).

Also, one of the problems with our marriage was that I was too controlling (I didn't feel I had control over my own life so I focused on his). This would be my taking his choice away and controlling the situation again, wouldn't it? And I don't want to be the "consolation prize"....

This whole thing is so confusing and frustrating..

I just want her gone because as long as he's got her there is no need to think of what could be worked on with me. She's the easy out to our relationship and he usually takes the easy out. And the more she talks to him, the closer they get and the farther apart him and I seem...

~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~

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