Ok gettin the facebook going, got a camera but d filled it up, so need to get a memory card now.
with pushing my wife, i can really push her so far away she'll never look back again?
if the answer is yes, i've got no choice.
she is so confused, now she's using some of my lines.
haven't talked to her since xmas.
went to shrink today, for the first time, said we got to work on me, she isn't going to call you, even though she said she would.
was excited as heck when oldpilot emailed me.
it's tough to focus on myself, forcing myself to do things, but keeping moving i guess is suppose to keep the anxiety down.
still can't believe all this is happening. it's nuts.
keeping it fun for kids, workin' on myself.
should i just fall out of love? my gut's telling me not too,that she's just runnin' and sees me as stress, if i just continue to stay out of the way, might be a turn around?
