((((Mo3)))),
Those days are so hard. Kudos to you that you made it to work. You are surviving, and you WILL survive, and eventually more than that. You will live again, and thrive. You will. I know it doesn't feel like that now, but you will. Your life is not dependent on this sitch or on H.
There will be better days. But, in the meantime, lots of hugs your way!
Rocked