Dog feels a little crushed by the money thing. Dog learned more about the extent of ch 13 so the idea of getting out on my own biz is pushed back further.
Dog learned some family story. Don't want to share right now.
Basically mulling about stuff I can't change. I know damn better than this. I don't know why it all seemed to fall down at once.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh