I had a couple of other small thoughts for you: It's the holidays and it looks like a lot of the veterans are not posting as much. Keep posting until you hear from them, I think you need advice about your husbands A from one of them (Puppy, Sandi?)
Keep in mind that so many more people are reading your posts than ever reply to them, so you have a lot of people thinking about you and praying for you.
I think it helps to post what you are doing, what you goals are. You'll have a record of what you are doing, what you are thinking, like a journal. Then we here can support you better.
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