S4H, CTH, dday, Thanks for the input, good to have reinforced what I know I need to "do" in my head versus what I want to do in my heart. I am dancing a fine line here and I know I need to pull back which I am planning on doing after Saturday. She really needs to pursue me after that, which I know but it will be hard waiting which may take a while, could be weeks. I pretty successfully detached back in November, this is actually harder b/c I have to maintain a PMA about the sitch which means focusing on the positives in rebuilding the friendship, which in turn drums up all those old feelings again. I think the difference now is that I can experience those feelings w/o acting on them, just hurts like h*ll.
As far as tonight goes don't know what is going to happen, these things come together at the last minute it is 5:40pm and no word from anyone yet but my W wants me to call when I hear something. I actually sense she really wants to come out to see our old friends, if it does not happen I think I will just text her instead of calling. I also have plenty of things to do tonight to keep me busy and keep my mind off of her. Will update later. Thanks again for the advice!
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
