Right now I feel like I can't move. Can't talk to anyone about any specifics about why I left, or even that I did leave. H was upset when I told a friend/neighbor that I had moved out because I was "broadcasting" the news- "they'll tell all the other neighbors and all the parents in the show choir..." I thought I was letting a friend know where they could find me. Is it really a big secret that I left so that only immediate family and very close friends know? I know announcing on FB or anything like that is tacky and broadcasting, but telling my neighbor? I'm sure the immediate neighbor next door is wondering where my car is and why they don't see me leave in the morning anymore- I always waved to them as they stood with the kids at the bus-stop.
I got a gift card at Christmas- I'm taking myself shopping for new sheets/comforter set for my bed so I have something pretty on it (I'm sorry Grandma, I appreciate the extra comforter but it looks like something from a hospital), and taking myself to dinner.
