GREEK/SOLEIL

THANKS SOOO much for the support..! I absolutely do feel deep inside that this was the best decision regardless of how my sitch turns out.. I move back in tonight. I was planning on moving back after the weekend BUT when she seemed nervous /anxious about when I planning on moving I just decided at that moment that it was TONIGHT.. (I gave W the impression that I have been moving my things back in all day today).

I have have not seen her this nervous/upset/scared/anxious like this in a long time.. My good friend tells me she no longer has a cake to have and eat it.!!

I plan on being cool, calm, continuing my 180's/GAL and getting busy with my kids again. I expect she will be pissed, angry, and mad as hell (I threw a wrench in her plans and caused her a crisis)...I will try my damnedest not to engage.. I expect the mother of all hissy-fits...

Some of the best response advice I received here was:
"I'm sorry that you feel that way"
"I can understand why you may feel that way"
"I decided....."

The impression that she gave off was "WTF just happend here?" Yes, She was shocked.

Called the Atty, to figure out what my options are if she decides to take the kids from the home with her if she moves out...he wont be in till 1/4... hopefully her Atty is on vacation as well..

My mind is spinning, I know in my heart I did good today, just don't want this to blow up in my face... I've always been cautious and think things several steps ahead. Still scared but glad I did it....


DD

H50
W44
M17 yrs
S15
D11
D10
Bomb 4/09
Trial separation/moved out 9/09
Moved back in 12/29/09