You are going to need this site to help you in the upcoming months. Sorry but that is a fact. It is not hypocrisy. You are not pretending to hold different believes or standards by hiding this site. You are using this site to help save your marriage. Right now its only you. When things get better you can introduce her to the site. Just not now. She would not be ready for this.
If I was you I would be putting a keylogger on the computer and I would monitor all activity. Treat her as a child right now. For she is not of sound mind and is not capable of making rational decisions.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
