I am sure you are pointing out the contradiction of me saying I am living my life for me and my daughters and at the same time I took a gamble with Christmas and put my all into seeing if there was any way to turn the events around. It was a gamble that didn't pay off the way I hoped it might. Nothing more.
Kevin
And that is why you fail.
Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.