I am trying to focus on moving forward with my life but am very lonely (no kids) and feel like this is the end for me in terms of a romantic relationship. It's very difficult to meet single men of my age who aren't single for a very good reason and/or are looking for someone in their 30's, rather than late 40's. I don't fault them for that, it's perfectly natural.
It boggles my mind that the person I love suffers a midlife crisis due to depression, hormonal changes and his never-dealt with childhood trama and I am the one who is left lonely and scared.
