I really didn't expect him to marry her. I don't know why, but I found all those statistics about the affair-based relationship comforting, believing it would end and he would see what a mistake he had made with me.
I couldn't take him back after all of the hurt he has caused me, but I wanted him to at least feel some of what I have felt. I suppose that's not the right attitude and I am supposed to wish him happiness but I am not there yet. I wish I was.
