#68 Santa baby...been an awful good girl!!

[AliSuddenly]

Hey Maria,
thats SO brilliant he left his phone out, perhaps he has been listening to you after all, that you wanted complete transparency!? As you know, bf hasnt given me his password to emails either but I have seen him log in in front of me and theres nothing interesting in it! As long as H is happy to use the PC I think perhaps you should stop worrying so much now? If he was going to contact her, he would have on her nameday right?

And thats lovely to hear that all your friends and family see him as more into you and the kids than he has been for years.. because they are more objective and outside of the sitch, so trust their judgement hey.

I'm so happy for you, I continue to be optimistic about this M ! And Mish makes a good point, M is never all rosey, theres going to be tough times still. And you got what you thought you wanted and fought long and hard for

So how is it going with having him there full time ?? Well done for telling him you feel you have a problem with sex between you, its good to not sweep that under the carpet and I am glad he nodded in agreement.. hey its a first step to resolving it hey! As bf likes to say, how do you eat an elephant? One small piece at a time...

Love Al! XXX