Thanks for all the lovely birthday wishes and inspiration.
Addie I love your saying in your signature its so true.. its all about how we react to things, arguments can only happen if we react badly to things.
Yesterday was quite pleasant until ex-bil (they live together still but arnt an item infact hate each others g*ts) phoned to say Sis had gone off to get mum as dad was being admitted to hospital.. Hes fine got a nasty chest infection, but it all got a bit hairy when mums diabetes kicked in too!
Ok so Sis is a big problem for me, wont go through it all again but post linked above, so I had to endure her phoning H all day as she has deleted my mobile phone off hers.. heard H say "not sure I can do that" and then come and tell me it was nothing at all.. first of all I hated the fact he was lying to me then realised that actually she had probably asked him to do something and he was now saying probably not, maybe a victory not a reason to kick off I though lol!
So I just went quiet and watched TV till H came over and said "you not talking to me" "no just watching this, thought we were having a cuddle but you were gone when I came back" so with that he closed his laptop down and came cuddle me..
We cuddle all the time now, cuddles and affirmation fill his LL's and I must say I quite enjoy them too, why do you always have to lose something to realise how much you will miss them..
Anyway sorry for the ranting today, not sure it makes much sense just wanting to get things off my chest lol!
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
