A conversation with my BIL helped to reinforce to me that I need to trust God and enjoy life. BIL is one of my rocks who periodically checks in with me. He is always positive and faithful to God despite his life's disappointments. He reminded me that I have much to be thankful for and that I should give thanks, enjoy my home and enjoy my life. He encouraged me to get out there and LIVE. He reminded me that I do not have to feel pressured to DO or to give into emotion.
I am gonna let God steer this ship. I have been guiding it towards some large rocks and I think it is best to let Him take over and give Him all the time he needs. Where he leads I am following. I don't want to make these huge choices and decisions without his guidance.
And in the meantime, it is PMA, SHOES and living life! This ranch is gonna be a fun place to be.
