aver.... F it..... Carry forward. If your really worried. Talk to MIL and say that you would like some support on this... Else Ignore and move forward.
Exposure at this time lenght does not have the impact as a few months ago.
Your in the position of wait and see.
So stop waiting.
And start living again. You are in complete control this winter.
You do not know it. But you have hinted at it. Plus. He should want you..... right. Your the catch. Remember that. And keep up on your reading.
Worst case.
You start a new relationship and experience what you were afraid of.
Go enjoy your trip.
Talk to you next year.
Cutter.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!