First part I'm getting there, it's a long way out of comfort zone but I am doing it.
Second part when she told me about the guys I think it was a test, I've always had jealousy issues. I told her if that's what you need to do to realize that it's not your family and not what you really want then I would live with it.
Yep have read about chemicals and this is an issue, she has always liked attention from other guys.
H: 44 W: 42 Married: 23 years Bomb: 16/07/2009 PA Confirmed: 16/01/2010 Over it & working on ME: Feb'ish 2010