I'm going to say since no one else is.... you lost your mojo bro, you had it, you were a shining example and now you just seem so beat up, you let her take shots at you continuously and you don't cover your body or face, you just take it, you look like rocky balboa after his first & second fight with apollo creed.
What happened to your mojo?
Get it back.
You were having so much more fun before when you had it. Life was much better for you before when you had it. You let her steal it away like she did so long ago and leave you as is and this ain't no fun.
Mojo.
Find it.
Incorporate mojo into SP again, you were a better person when you had it, your wife even responded to you when you had it.
