Do I belong here?

[peacetoday]

kai
MY xh also M the OW
she is 28 he is going to be 43
It hurts a lot when you first find out
seems so bizaar b/c so much of the reading suggest it wont happen
I guess it does
My XH M in August..5 months after our D was final
all I can sat is the pain eases
inially it is a great shock..then it passes
whether the R can last, who knows
but im sure it wont be a blissful union
how could it when so many people were affected for th negative
and the age difference alone will catch up
focus on tking care of you
let H go
you will continue on your journey becoming free and whole
you will heal
I suspect they shutdown and that is how they can move on so easily
the OW is like a drug
but that part will fade and hopefully for them their is something of substance in the R or we know it cant survive
R are difficly in the best of situations and these circumstances are so negative
the odds are NOT with them
hang in
peace