Positive developments? #2

[jon2911]

Hit a wall today. Had strange dreams and woke up with sad and negative thoughts.

I wish I could press a button and help you get to the point where you just don't care.

I've been thinking about this from K4D's thread.

This moment was when my W came to tell me she was filing again. Fear and pain have been so paralyzing for me, and I've been stuck for most of 2009. I feel so bad for W and the pain she's in, but she won't let me help.

Negotiating with my last two credit cards was a big step last week. My perfect payment history helped (so why did you kick my interest rate to 30%, bastards?) Enjoying listening to Dave Ramsey. Time to set more goals and keep moving.

Good time with friends watching the Cowboys win last night, good time working with my sister on her wedding music today, and I'm going to Trans-Siberian Orchestra tonight. Disc golf in the morning.