Hi Gardener! You may be feeling the "let down" from after the holiday build-up. It's very common.....and normal. Be your own best friend.
What's the weather like where you live? Are you able to do any of your favorite things (beside garden stuff )? Hope you'll stay busy and I bet you'll beat these blues. You are a good man, Gardener, and you help a lot of folks around here.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!