A Choice

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Hey All

What to do????

W told me that our house is a source of pain for her, and that is why she does not come in sometimes. I asked her what she expected from me and she said "No Pressure"...

What is she really saying?

I have made the house as comfortable as I know to do.... it is clean and neat. She should love that as I was not someone who regularly did house work.... go figure.

I see it in her face that she knows she made a mistake. We are not really talking but when I attack the A as the beast that it is, she just hangs her head down. She never gets defensive, just lowers her head.

My God, how long is this sh!t gonna last.... I just don't want to have to deal with it anymore.

Sorry, weak moment!

Comments or advice....

And feel free to ask questions that I could answer to help anyone understand my W or myself. I do not type well or think to say everything due to stress or something. I always feel like I am leaving something out. Sorry guys, just need help understanding all this and don't know how to ask for it the right way I guess...