Sometimes I wonder whether it was strength or shear stupidity...but the fact is that I do love my husband. I would have worked through it with him. He just did not want to. And I realized I cannot make him so...

My H still does the same thing. Complains and doesn't seem to see that it is by his own doing that his life sucks so bad.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..