Any tips to deal with Jealousy on my part

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I ordered DB off ebay. Still waiting for it.

What is difference between DB and DR book? Same book?

Im also reading Men are from Mars to help me understand the wife husband dynamics better for any future with her or somebody else. Like many here I now see what me and her did wrong. Didn't really work on marriage because I was to comfortable and content. She apparently wasnt but never expresed that fact.

Or like I said, she is in MLC and is simply nuts. Only way I can describe her behavior now. Nobody knows for sure but her though. That is the problem.