I suppose. I am not shutting down from dating, but I think this guy was kind of pushing for more than I was ready to give. I got red STOP signs in my head.

I figure it this way, I am not shutting off the possibility that I may meet someone I really like. But I want to go really slow. This is the first time I have felt pretty good being on my own.

This one was kind of a set up from a friend, and I hate that. I felt really backed into a corner with it, and actually had to ask a therapist friend for advice. I didn't even really want to go out with the guy.

But then again, according to Venus and Mars Moving On book, I am supposed to date people I wouldn't normally date so I can get used to rejecting and being rejected.

And I ask you, what kind of happy horse sh!t is that? Who the fudge wants to be rejected??? Or reject???

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..