CC, it pains me to see you here, but I understand from reading up on your thread why you have moved here.
Just today I have read some posts from many people contemplating moving to StBD, and that is heartbreaking in some respects, but also know that most people are working on positive changes for themselves, and that is what counts.
I will keep a thought for you, and hope for the best.
It will be a roller coaster, as I see you have not had as much time to work on this and yourself, so keep that in mind, and try to stay positive as you can.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."