Am I ever going to be ready to date?

I have tried dating a guy for the past week and a half. Nothing serious. And I just told him I couldnt do it.

I mean, seriously, I still feel like even going out is cheating!!!

WTF?


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..