H initiated R talk tonight. Amazing. Rare. Open. Changed from typical WAS script of "things will never change, we should have never been together" to a clear split of indecision. He wonders half the time if we should not be together, vs. the other half if he is avoiding. This is huge peeps.
And he has been mostly jovial, nice, and just plain normal. Not so angry and abusive. Things really shifted over this holiday week.
