You have truly been emotionally AND physically abused. Not the old "my spouse ignores me....whah!!! B.S."
You have been coerced, manipulated, put down, and on and on. Your h really did a number on your self-esteem and it's time for you to cut all ties with him. He's no good and you know it. Do not accept any more "gifts" from him. I can't believe you thought he was being "sweet." Seriously, do not let him into your life any more.
Give yourself the time you need to get healthy and Gardener is right. You are precious and should be cherished. And one day, you will be. But you need to get healthy again first.
Please stop trying to measure up to what your sick h thinks you should be.
Kimmie Lee brings the truth to you, SpyBunny (in her non-sugarcoated way )
Now is the time for taking care of YOURSELF. Cheers ~ Greek
Me45 H46 T25 M22 S21 & 19 D13 Separated and filed 8/08 Moved home 11/08
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