You are doing really really good. I too am having days where all I want to do is lay in bed. Everybody tells me it will get better, and that's what I'm passing on to you. It will get better.

Hugs

M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months
4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10
I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.