Thats ok myfriend. I understand completely. I think about ladybug all the time. And we have been apart for 3 and a half months. Some times I can go hours though. I think....
So explain everything about the OM that you know.
And as to being alone.
Treat yourself once a week. You will begin to look forward to this.
As I mentioned before. You need to control that anger. Based on your writing in your two threads. I would recommend that you seek out an IC right away. And if needed happy pills.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
