I am crying tears of joy! it has been such a hard couple of days.
the communication is such a move in the right direction. im gonna back off and keep my fingers crossed for some more!
ty Gnosis, my friend! if you were here ...im sending GREAT BIG BEAR HUGS!!!!!
G, the bs was that he was standoffish at first...started the blame game. i didnt bite. we have BOTH done wrong.
he told me that he took the girls w/o me to the show not to hurt me but so that i would understand how he feels not being with them. pure bs...i let it go, he still chose to walk out...
he did make some valid points about respect, being helpful and being a bit more social...i will work on those. i never knew they were issues.
he also said he understood why when he feels i am demanding, i feel i have no other way of getting through to him.
i told him that i was not very receptive of all he does to make me happy. the way he said it has escaped me. it wasnt nasty at all, just conversation...
im wondering how you are doing??
i do feel for each and everone that answers and helps me out! especially when in crisis mode!
I really need a few hrs to sit back and just watch something funny with my girls.
like i have been with all of you, i havent been much help to them either .
i will catch up on reading up, checking in and making lists tomorrow.
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE who has helped me through these past few days!
HUGS to all!
Last edited by lost1234; 12/27/0910:40 PM.
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
