Thank you guys&gals we are seperated she is liveing 1.5 hrs way from me im not seeing her or bothering her.I miss her and my girls very much i know i need to work on me like i said in april she said we can set down and talk but cannot promise nothing by then my classes as well as the yr long ppo will be up.I have made big strides in my outlook and situation i will do nothing to rock the boat or make it any worst.I love her so much and as i have said i would do 180 and make the change for me as well as her an the girls.They are my world i was not a good husband toward the end.And i will not BS any one here as i know i need the help.
