Looking for my new normal

[Gardener]

You have truly been abused by your h

My H would disagree..I wasn't abused,

YOU WERE ABUSED. BY THE PERSON WHO MORE THAN ANYONE ON THIS EARTH SHOULD HONOR YOU, PROTECT YOU AND KEEP YOU FOR HIS OWN PRECIOUS PARTNER.

YOU. WERE. ABUSED.

I feel lost.

We all do. Just before we WORK AT finding ourselves and loving ourselves. even when -especially when - no one else does right now.

I wanna go back to bed...

Don't. Get up. Go for a walk. Do something for you. Treat the hurting little girl inside of you. Tell her it will all be okay. Tell her to "relax now. Be not afraid. I, adult Bunny, will take it from here and heal and protect both of us."

PLEASE< Bunny. Don't lie down: literally or figuratively.
Stand up, woman!