I guess the main reason I cant stand to be alone is because I think about her every waking minute and it's torture.
When I work or am around people I take my mind off her and I feel secure, supported and loved when I am around family. It's one of the few things that makes me feel better.
When Im by myself I get that "Im all alone feeling". Not asking for a pitty party, it's just how I feel when Im alone and I cant shake it even if I try.
Me:48 W:55 M:22 T:23 Bomb:19Nov09 S:15Jan10 D:11Feb10 EA:Confirmed on 20Apr10 Fast track to her divorcing me