Thanks Lotus for validating what I am feeling. I am fighting it and remembering how hard I worked tochangemy behavior and to win him back. I can do this! My mind keeps wandering into quetions: Is he pretending to be happy and thinking of her? is he going torelapse? When you have been fooled for 2 wholeyears--you dont trust your own instincts either. I need to stay the course andbe happy for myself whatever the outcome.
