Praying for Light at the end of the Tunnel

[kjensen]

Thanks Peace and Snodderly,
I'll wait until the anger abates a bit..hopefully soon then ask for a call first before H comes over.

I think New Years will be hard on H (and me). Last year, H decided to leave 12/28(Bomb) and moved out 1/3/09. He slept with me in between and we actually went out(a first) on New Year's. He still remembers that night(as do I) as when I let my inhibitions and hangups go and had alot more fun in bed.

Where we are this New Years is very different.
I'm home with the girls this week then back to work. I have been getting things done around the house that needed tending to since we moved here in August. I plan a few shopping trips, some movie watching and getting together with girlfriends, as well.

I'm trying to put H out of my mind for now. He has a therapy session 12/31. Don't know if it'll push him further away or start him looking inward. I feel his therapist hasn't helped US, not sure if she's helped im either...

Each day is a clean slate.