Same here...could really use a break at least. But NC will only offer you protection as long as THEY leave US alone.
No kidding in my stitch i was doing great! had the thoughts but in general i was so much better with NC but once W made contact again.. and again ect... it sent me right back to about square one
because we have kids the judge allowed this.. infact dispite the trouble W has caused at my home and my pref. of all exchanges done at the co. dept. the judge allowed her to have exchanges here wtf???