Moving on with my life!

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Had a real relaxing day yesterday. No company. No running around. Baby was so tired from the 2 days of constant chaos she was having meltdowns. Finally was back to herself by mid afternoon yesterday.

Didn't see exh at all yesterday. I know his family is still in town so he was probably busy with them. He is always excited to see them, yet can't wait for them to leave. They are high energy and always wanting to do things. Exh is the polar opposite. Loves to hunt, but that is about it. He would rather lay on his couch in solitude and watch football all day. He gets stressed about the chaos too. I know his MIL and FIL are staying with him too which drives him crazy after awhile. He also cannot drink or do anything when she is around.

He sent a few texts thru the day but nothing big. Last night he was saying how wiped out he is. That made me roll my eyes some. He doesn't know tired. He doesn't chase a toddler around all day and up all night with. I did invite him to go to church with us this morning. He said he will let us know. I know it will be a no. Thats fine. He was included. My sister said if this is his true intentions of seeing what happens have him start doing normal things with us....not just at home with baby sitting on the couch. See if he wants to be seen in public with his family!

I am doing fine mentally now. Sadly I know there are most likely underlying motives with exh. CS or time alone with baby are my first two picks. Both are not happening!