he has made fun of my getting support from any source, doesnt care means nothing...
a honest question...i asked earlier... how do i go dark with the girls not being affected?
i have calmed down...not in panic mode any longer. i intend on doing WHATEVER it takes
i must admit with how much he has said to hurt me the past few days, i think this will become a bit easier to not want to be around the person he is being.
I fear for our girls not having a father during all of this.
he is good to them, and the certainly deserve that...
it is hard to focus on me when i have so much concern for them
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...