talked to her on the phone and in person.

told her the truth yes i'm stalling, she's said she's gonna see the shrink so can at least parent together.

told her no joke, she's going to see a man she's got no choice to look back on. so watch close, didn't know a man wanted a change more than she did.

she is frustrated not taking anything from house, between us, i'm keeping my word, and i'll come out same way came in, with nothing. she said u won't let me do nothin' for you,y said exactly, don't.

told her wasn't going to miss an opportunity to tell her i loved her xmas, so i told her, said merry xmas twice she didn't wish me the same. oh well

she said my parents all called to wich merry xmas, but didn't tgiving, said well least my parents called you, ur parents have cut me off, so tell them hi when you see them.

she and d came over were surprised i was listening to rap.told 'em expanding horizons, besides, i'm tryin' to get my old self back in some areas.

have a list of goals, made it thru xmas w/o my family.

so much to tell, but today is day 2 of my goals for myself.

would it be correct to say, no one gets better until i do?